Book.

I have not been on here for a while because I have been busy with my new project. I am writing a book. A book for young woman about purity, love and my struggles that I have faced. I hope that it may reach out to girls that are struggling. 

God has been asking me to be honest with the writing of this book. 

Its so hard for me, I have never been one that likes to talk about the hard stuff i would much rather put a happy face on it and cover it up.  Just shows you that Gods plans aren't mine. 

If I can make someones life just a little easier though this book, I will do it.

Hope you all are having a lovely day.

Praying for everyone who visits my blog. 

God bless.

The power of pain...

To make you or brake you....

There are times when the pain doesn't leave... You wonder God why me? 

You say are you even there? Do you hear my silent plea.. 

My dear friend I know your pain... I have had so many times I wouldn't want to relive again.

The pain, the misery we try to block it out. But guess what God has a plan for this pain.

Will you let this pain brake you, tear you apart, destroy you? Or will you let this pain make you. 

Make you a overcomer, make you a hero, make you the change that you want to see in the world?

Make you into something beautiful, into something rare that only comes through the refining fire of sorrow and pain...

Satisfied, single or married.

 I saw this on another blog. Its such a powerful message. It can be so hard to wait and not settle, to say, "Whatever the outcome, have your way God". But I truly believe that when we give our all to Jesus, whatever path he calls us to walk down be it alone or with that special someone. We will be fully satisfied because we are in the will of God. There is no better place to be then in the will of God. 

Believe and Be Satisfied

Author: Unknown

 

Everyone longs to give themselves completely to someone

To have a deep relationship with another

To be loved thoroughly and exclusively.

But God says:

"No, not until you are satisfied and fulfilled

and content with living loved by me alone.

I love you my child, and until you discover that only in me

is your satisfaction to be found,

you will not be capable of the perfect human relationship

that I have planned for you.

You will never be united with another

until you are united with me --

exclusive of any other desires and longings.

I want you to stop planning, stop wishing,

and allow me to give you the most thrilling relationships that exists,

one that you can't even imagine.

I want you to have the best.

Please allow me to bring it to you.

Keep watching me, expecting the greatest things.

Keep experiencing the satisfaction that I am.

Keep learning and listening to ht e things I tell you...

Don't be anxious. Don't worry.

Don't look around at the things that others have gotten

or that I have given them.

Don't look at the things that you think that you want.

Just keep looking at me

or you'll miss what I want to show you.

And then, when you are ready,

I'll surprise you with a love far more wonderful that you would ever dream.

You see, until you are ready,

and until the one that I have for you is ready,

who I am working with this very minute

as I am working with you,

so to have both of you ready at the same time,

until you are both satisfied exclusively with me

and the life I have prepared for you.

You won't be able to experience the love that is based on

your relationship with me... and this is perfect love.

And, dear one,

I want you to have the most wonderful love,

I want you to experience a relationship with me,

and to enjoy the everlasting beauty and perfection and love

that I offer.

Know that I love you utterly.

I am your Heavenly Father.

Believe and be satisfied."

Meredith Andrews, "What It Means To Love" World Premiere

This song is exactly how i feel about the Children, i meet in Sri Lanka during a missions trip. They had a deep impacted on my life and I will never be the same. God Became so much more real to me after meeting them.

What It Means To Love

Meredith Andrews

How could I forget Your face

When all it took was just one day

For me to see it wasn't ordinary

I could never be the same

You took my hand and led the way

I didn't even know Your name

But something happened deep inside me

And I knew life would have to change

Chorus:

So how could I go back to life as usual

And how could I return to who I once was

I just want to take your story to the world

‘Cause you have shown me what it means to love

You healed the sick, You calmed the sea

But Your heart was for the least of these

You came to love the lost and broken

Your cross has set the captive free

Now I no longer live for myself

Your words are so clear

Help me live it loud enough so they can hear

Thank you

I just wanted to say a very big thank you to my followers and people who read my blog. 

Its very encouraging to know people read my blog. 

Thanks so much. 

Many blessings

To Make a Difference

Have you ever desperately wanted to make a difference? 

To know that you did something that changed someones life for the better? 

I know have. So many times i have prayed that I could be a life changer.... 

I become to frustrated that I am not living up to what i believe i should be, 

that i am a failure because I have not yet touched 1000s of lives. 

But slowly i begin to see that even if i only touch life at one point of my life thats ok,

 if thats what God has asked me to do. 

If he has asked me to be a loving sister to my brothers, to touch their lives in a special way. 

If he has asked me then I Must do it. 

Remember nothing is worthless if God has asked you to do it.  

Being held

God is holding you in his loving hands... 

through the good times and bad.....

Who you are is not what you do or what you have.

I would be a better person if I had a Job, I would be more of a person if I had a boyfriend or girlfriend, if only I had a million followers on twitter, a 1000 friends on Facebook, then i would be a someone...

There are so many lies that we believe, so many things that plague our minds.. 

But let me tell you now, 

Who you are, is NOT what you have, 

you are Not defined by what you do or have done.

I am not saying that we shouldn't help and care deeply for people, 

I not saying that we should become apathetic, no way! 

I just want you to know that God loves you for who you are, 

his love isn't conditional on how hard you work or how much you have, 

his love is pure and sweet, like no other.

He loves you for who you are deep down inside, 

he sees the good and the ugly that we keep hidden, 

yet he wants to know us in special way, 

he wants to teach us to be more like him everyday.

 

"Jesus, Friend Of Sinners"

Casting Crowns 

Jesus, friend of sinners, we have strayed so far away

We cut down people in your name but the sword was never ours to swing

Jesus, friend of sinners, the truth's become so hard to see

The world is on their way to You but they're tripping over me

Always looking around but never looking up I'm so double minded

A plank eyed saint with dirty hands and a heart divided

Oh Jesus, friend of sinners

Open our eyes to the world at the end of our pointing fingers

Let our hearts be led by mercy

Help us reach with open hearts and open doors

Oh Jesus, friend of sinners, break our hearts for what breaks yours

Yeah...

Jesus, friend of sinners, the one who's writing in the sand

Made the righteous turn away and the stones fall from their hands

Help us to remember we are all the least of these

Let the memory of Your mercy bring Your people to their knees

Nobody knows what we're for only what we're against when we judge the wounded

What if we put down our signs crossed over the lines and loved like You did

Oh Jesus, friend of sinners

Open our eyes to world at the end of our pointing fingers

Let our hearts be led by mercy

Help us reach with open hearts and open doors

Oh Jesus, friend of sinners, break our hearts for what breaks yours

You love every lost cause; you reach for the outcast

For the leper and the lame; they're the reason that You came

Lord I was that lost cause and I was the outcast

But you died for sinners just like me, a grateful leper at Your feet

'Cause You are good, You are good and Your love endures forever

You are good, You are good and Your love endures forever

You are good, You are good and Your love endures forever

You are good, You are good and Your love endures forever

Oh Jesus, friend of sinners

Open our eyes to world at the end of our pointing fingers

Let our hearts be led by mercy

Help us reach with open hearts and open doors

Oh Jesus, friend of sinners, break our hearts for what breaks Yours

And I was the lost cause and I was the outcast

Yeah...

You died for sinners just like me, a grateful leper at Your feet

All This Time

All This Time 

Britt Nicole

I remember the moment

I remember the pain

I was only a girl

But I grew up that day

Tears were falling

I know You saw me

Hiding there in my bedroom

So alone

I was doing my best

Trying to be strong

No one to turn to

That's when I met You

All this time

From the first tear cried

'Til today's sunrise

And every single moment between

You were there

You were always there

It was You and I

You've been walking with me all this time

Oh, Oh Oh, Oh, Oh

You've been walking with me all this time

Ever since that day

It's been clear to me

That no matter what comes

You will never leave

I know You're for me

And You're restoring

Every heartache and failure

Every broken dream

You're the God who sees

The God who rescued me

This is my story

This is my story------

All this time

From the first tear cry

[ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/b/britt-nicole-lyrics/all-this-time-lyrics.html ]

'Til today's sunrise

And every single moment between

You were there

You were always there

It was You and I

You've been walking with me all this time

Ooooooooh

You've been walking with me all this time

I hear these people asking me

How do I know what I believe?

Well I'm not the same me

And that's all the proof I need

I felt love, I felt Your grace

You stole my heart that day

Ooooooooh

Youve been walking with me all this time

All this time

From the first tear cry

Till today's sunrise

And every single moment between

You were there

You were always there

It was You and I

You've been walking with me all this time

Ever since the first tear cry

It was You, You and I

You've been walking with me all this time

Ever since the first tear cry

It was You, You and I

You've been walking with me all this time

Jarrid Wilson - Broken

So very powerful... your brokenness can be turned into beauty.. your hurt can be turned into hope!

Be still

So many dreams... So many ways to save the world... 

Wanting to do my part, trying to do my part...

I want to make a difference, be known as the one who gave her all....

I run here and there... everything comes crashing...

Suddenly i see that God wants me to stop and listen... To fall deeper in love with him,

 to know what breaks his heart, what makes him smile, 

it all seems so simple now and yet so hard to put into action...

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You are special, you are important and you are loved.

To whoever read this, 

I hope you never ever forget how important, beautiful and special you are. 

No matter what people may tell you, you are NOT useless, you are NOT to broken to be loved. 

No matter what you may have done, God LOVES you and has a plan for your life.  

DON'T believe the lie that, everyone would be better off without you and that you are worthless. 

You are special, you are important and you are loved.  

You are special, you are important and you are loved. 

You are special, you are important and you are loved. 

You are special, you are important and you are loved. 

You are special, you are important and you are loved. 

You are special, you are important and you are loved. 

You are special, you are important and you are loved. 

You are special, you are important and you are loved. 

You are special, you are important and you are loved. 

You are special, you are important and you are loved. 

Never forget this!!!!

My dear friend believed the lie that she was worthless and she took her own life. 

I write this in memory of her, to pass on to others that no matter what has happened to you no matter what you have done, God loves and cares for you and he has a very special plan for your life. 

You are priceless, valuable, a costly jewel in the eyes of God.